[ alec is aware of how important it is for him to calculate that risk well. it would serve no one if he ends up regretting this choice for the rest of his life, to the point where it sours every relationship he has.
he wants to make the right choice. he hates not seeing a clear right or wrong option. ]
i know. but i don't want to put him in that position, i guess. of essentially having to tell me it's up to me if i'd rather die than be with him forever. you get it, right?
no. i'm trying not to eternalize it. i hate keeping things from him.
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he wants to make the right choice. he hates not seeing a clear right or wrong option. ]
i know. but i don't want to put him in that position, i guess. of essentially having to tell me it's up to me if i'd rather die than be with him forever. you get it, right?
no. i'm trying not to eternalize it. i hate keeping things from him.